havent written for awhile and i dont think i care i am too impatient on my new adventures and abandon them if they arent succesful.  like the 4 spelling errors in that last sentence.  to hell with it.  anyway, the website actual blog thing is on track, as in, ive made 5 or 6 posts.  no traffic on the first bunch but the last one i decided to do a recipe/tutorial on what i eat for dinner.  and its the same meal for the past year, and on non workdays its breakfast too.  well i really eat 2 meals a day so whatever you call them its that.  thats not the point. the point is aparently there are a lot of lonely moms online swapping recipes and supporting each other because overnight it got *gasp...... 5 views and likes.  yea, not exactly a smash hit or anything but that is infinitely more traction than my way more time consuming how to posts have gotten.  also did a you tube video for it, 16 views in a week.  i think at least half of those are ...