theShawnDavis

i had therapy today and i told my dude that i started an online journal and i hope to someday figure a way to make money online.  i was too embarrassed to say that i've been binge listening to listen money matters podcast and have been frustratingly obbsessed with trying to think up passive revenue streams.  it was more in the context of, my job is making me crazy, and i need to find streams of income that dont require punching a clock for someone that has zero appreciation for the task you perform.
we got our niece a lego set a week ago, it was really fun putting it together.  i liked dumping the packages out, then following the instructions step by step and having something cool from essentially nothing.  even more, i liked the process.  what kinds of work would that translate to in the real world?  i could see my self assembling widgets.  id make it competitive.  id want to be the fastest.  it would not quench my creativity or problem solving desires.
my creativity is not in the artistic sense, but more along the lines of figureing out a better, faster way to do things, more efficient.  i like being given jobs that i have never done before, then i just do them how i think it should be done, and alot of times, more experienced people are excited that i figured out a new way for them to do the same job that they were too set in thier habits to notice.  thats not always the case of course, but its good for everyone when it works that way.
i need to get over my fear of making a video and putting it up on youtube. ive thought about doing a cooking things, like, how to eat the same thing every day and lose wieght and feel great. at least that one wouldnt have my dumb head in it, just maybe my voice.  overall, how-to videos are too long.  id like to do a 2 minutes or less series of fix it videos.