theShawnDavis

have you ever had someone say or do something so stupid that it makes you question if YOU'RE the idiot? something so collosaly retarded that it stops you in your tracks?  that happens to me at work.  often.  i dont know if im being too introspective and self depricating but i honestly think that maybe im an idiot.  thats the common denominator.  like im in some bizzaro world where we speak the same words, but its a different language.  is that some people say such dumb stuff that it catches me on my heels, or am i just too stupid to understand what the heck they are talking about. 
its really hard not to swear writing this, fyi.
sometimes i think of it on the flipside, like, these people must think so poorly of me that they actually believe i'm going to buy this crap they are saying?  what kind of vibe am i putting out? do i really seem that stinking dumb that you think ill just go along with your stupid plan? 
i honestly spend a good portion of every day wondering who the biggest moron is, me, or whoever im talking to.  i think it might be me.
wish i could give some examples but thatd be mean and even though no one will read it, it'd still be public and im an imbecile, not a dickhead.