hot and humid today. honestly doesnt bother me as much as it used to. maybe cause im not as fat. it actually felt good walking to my car in the heat, even after the day outside working in it. id really like to find something to do with my life. not super pumped about anything. i feel like i am trapped by my own neuroses. none of this stuff i do has to be done, but i act as though the fate of the world hinges on my ability to fulfill these worthless time consuming tasks.
when i say trapped, it sounds bad, i mean, its not good but i think really just wish i had more time. i try to be effecient, but it sometimes detracts. im trying to figure out a way actually to write this while im on the elliptical. thats an entire hour of my day that is cognitively unproductive. if i could knock out some journaling or bill paying or some other dumb stuff to save time later that'd be dope.
40 hour work weeks breed inefeciency and poor productivity and i cant take it anymore.
when i say trapped, it sounds bad, i mean, its not good but i think really just wish i had more time. i try to be effecient, but it sometimes detracts. im trying to figure out a way actually to write this while im on the elliptical. thats an entire hour of my day that is cognitively unproductive. if i could knock out some journaling or bill paying or some other dumb stuff to save time later that'd be dope.
40 hour work weeks breed inefeciency and poor productivity and i cant take it anymore.
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