had a wicked good 3 hour panic attack yesterday, so for the first time in i cant remember i cut my workout to 30 min in the afternoon and didnt write in here. what can i say, im crazy, not the shooting up a school kind, but the "my shadow has been chasing me all day" kind.
anyhoo
listen money matters had a really good podcast this weekabout how to make money quick with a blog. well explained, inspirational. also the cynic in me always gets depressed listening to that kind of stuff, like i already missed the boat, or i have nothing of value to offer the over crowded internet. so theres that. but my wife still is pumped on helping me come up with something so thats encouraging, she thinks im amazing, so, of course i think she must be just a touch crazier than i am, but in the "i cant tell when my husband is a dickhead" sorta way. need to stop talking and start doing. this is a great way to put off doing anything real productive and still feeling like im moving towards a goal, even if it is tottaly fruitless procrastination. listened to this other lady on tin foil hat with sam tripoli who;s the kind of crazy who claims she was taught by aliens how to access other dimensions in our reality and kind of manipulate the trajectory of your life by rewriting the script and acting out the path youd prefer to be on. it sounds like horse crap, i know but it was inspiring as well. maybe the aliens really did teach her something. its kind of along the lines of "dress for the job you want, not the job you have" but thats way oversimplifying her shtick. i'll look up her name someday. but it didnt air that long ago, i think in late june or july of this the 2019th year of our lord. what if aliens didnt teach her anything, but she ended up being right anyway? i think about that with religions too. im a christian, but buddism got some good stuff. so does hindu and islam and jewish stuff too right? just because you dont agree with the whole thing that doesnt mean you cant steal the good parts. or does it? i suppose thatd be copyright infringment in other cases but if god is god i think he'd be down.
till we meet again
anyhoo
listen money matters had a really good podcast this weekabout how to make money quick with a blog. well explained, inspirational. also the cynic in me always gets depressed listening to that kind of stuff, like i already missed the boat, or i have nothing of value to offer the over crowded internet. so theres that. but my wife still is pumped on helping me come up with something so thats encouraging, she thinks im amazing, so, of course i think she must be just a touch crazier than i am, but in the "i cant tell when my husband is a dickhead" sorta way. need to stop talking and start doing. this is a great way to put off doing anything real productive and still feeling like im moving towards a goal, even if it is tottaly fruitless procrastination. listened to this other lady on tin foil hat with sam tripoli who;s the kind of crazy who claims she was taught by aliens how to access other dimensions in our reality and kind of manipulate the trajectory of your life by rewriting the script and acting out the path youd prefer to be on. it sounds like horse crap, i know but it was inspiring as well. maybe the aliens really did teach her something. its kind of along the lines of "dress for the job you want, not the job you have" but thats way oversimplifying her shtick. i'll look up her name someday. but it didnt air that long ago, i think in late june or july of this the 2019th year of our lord. what if aliens didnt teach her anything, but she ended up being right anyway? i think about that with religions too. im a christian, but buddism got some good stuff. so does hindu and islam and jewish stuff too right? just because you dont agree with the whole thing that doesnt mean you cant steal the good parts. or does it? i suppose thatd be copyright infringment in other cases but if god is god i think he'd be down.
till we meet again
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