theShawnDavis

what do you call it when you dont feel guilty, but you feel like you should, so that feeling influences your actions?  poe ejemplo: say u dont care about choking whales to death with plastic, but you know its kind of a big deal to people.  so, you dont think twice about buying plastic bottles and throwing them overboard as you yacht around the globe as epstien's bunkmate.  however, you dont want the people at whole foods to know you dont care about plastic, so you feign guilt and buy the glass bottle water which is 3 times more expensive and put it in a reusable bag with the stiching that will fail when you swing your car door shut clutching it to get inside in a hurry to wipe your hard drive.  so.  that feeling.  not guilt, but the rational thought of "hey, a non-sociopath would feel guilty doing this, so i ought not to, otherwise i'll be such labeled."  maybe its just desire to fit in.  like, if the grocery store was 100% ran and employed by whale choking kid diddlers, you probably wouldnt care.  you might go hard the opposite direction.  you might dump the water out of plastic bottles, so you could squish em down and cram more in your boat. 
thats messed up too that water, the thing whales cant live without, like, the thing they actually live in, is sliced apart and bottled in the thing that suffocates them.  whos in who?  if we take water OUT of the ocean and IN to a bottle, then put the bottle back IN the ocean........   now it gets IN the whale.  thats alot of work to give a whale the middle finger.